I know I missed July

...And I'm a bad person 'cause I ruined my months streak. But I was super busy with my new grown-up job. Tonight's been a really bad night for me, just dwelling on the past year and on all kinds of negative emotions. And listening to this song that I hadn't heard except for on the radio over and over and over and over.

"And I am here still waiting,
Though I still have my doubts.
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out..."

"I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way,
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be okay..."

- Lifehouse